Last day of KINDERGARTEN! I am officially the Mama of a 1st Grader….gulp!
I am so proud.
A couple of weeks ago, Jason’s Platoon was helping put on a field day at a local elementary school, including bringing a few of their vehicles for the kids to climb on and explore. Jason invited me to bring the boys so they could see the new vehicles that Daddy was working with (Jason is no long on the M1A tank)…..of course I said YES! They would love it. It was the perfect day, warm – not hot, sun was shining – not a cloud in the sky, though of course we forgot the sunscreen. The boys ended up with red cheeks, and Mama ended up with one heck of a sunburn. Oh well, was almost worth it.
Here are some pictures of our afternoon.
Please make note of the name of the MGS….CUPCAKE!!! Perfect right?
It was a great afternoon and the boys and I really enjoyed seeing who and what Daddy’s working with. Now to see if I can get them to come to Jakob and Aiden’s school next year….
I am an idiot. Plain and simple. I have a very bad habit of jumping to conclusions and making poor first impressions. I admit that. I also have a bad habit of assuming that those in my real life are unaware of my online life. Tonight I got that slapped back in my face. Again, I am an idiot. And now I need to make up for it. I am at a complete loss as to how. So this is where I start, because it is 9pm, and walking across the street and knocking on their door when they have little ones they might be trying to put to sleep is not ok to me. So here I go,
Dear J, M, J, and A,
I am truly sorry. I don’t think sometimes, and I am sorry for the things I said. My blog and twitter are how I vent. I had noticed a change in how you all were not talking to me, or my boys, and had wondered if you had read my blog. So I removed the post. It was a rash post, before giving a true chance at our boys being friends and I regret it. J is a great kid and my boys enjoy playing with him. A is a wonderful little girl who Aiden adores. And I fear that my words may have ruined what could have been great friendships. One more time, I am an idiot.
Today I couldn’t figure out what was going on, it seemed like I was getting the cold shoulder so I vented to the one place I didn’t think I could hurt feelings. The people who only know me online. Mistake again. I avoid confrontation. I prefer to vent to people who I can’t see. I am a bit of a coward that way. Again, idiot.
I wish I knew what I could do to make it up to you. Maybe you could let me know. Maybe this public apology is a start….I hope it doesn’t make things worse.
Please know that I am ashamed of this and hope that maybe we can work this out.
Sincerely,
me…..the idiot.
Happy Memorial Day. Spending the day with my favorite soldier. Thinking of all those that can’t be with the ones they love. Was checking out some of the posts of friends on FB…one stuck out in particular. Written by a wonderful leader who I am proud to call my friend. Much love Cory.
“Much respect to the fellas who never made it home. Our thoughts are constantly with your families and with your memory. Miss and love each and everyone one of you.”
Take some time to thank those who are serving and have served. Remember.
I know I am a day late with this post….and I hope you will forgive me. The day got away from me.
A great friend of mine (Mia Cupcake) asked if I would be interested in a 30 Day Photo Challenge….of course I said yes, and that I would give it a go….We started last week and decided to post ever Wednesday. Here are my first 6 photos….
1. A photo of yourself:
2. A photo of what you wore today:
3. A photo of your favorite place to be: (Wherever these two are!)
4. A photo from a high angle:
5. A photo of whatever you please: (Jason bought these for me….good husband)
6. A photo from a low angle:
Come back next week to see another weeks worth….
Every once in awhile a light bulb goes off on the baking side of my brain. And sometimes that light bulb ends up with awesome results like this one…..
I was having a pretty crappy day yesterday, but this is not the time or place for those issues….so when I have a crappy day I try to think of things that make me happy. I will also say it was a little gloomy yesterday too, and I was missing all the sunshine we had last week. So I decided to create some of my own sunshine, in the form of LEMON CURD. And even though I would be happy just eating said lemon curd out of the jar with a spoon….I figured the family would rather something else yummy for snack/dessert. And since this pound cake recipe turned out SO well, I decided to combine the two.
I bring you….Vanilla Bean Pound Cake, with Lemon Curd swirled inside. It is TO DIE FOR. Basically I just layered the pound cake batter with the Lemon Curd in between….and the curd stayed nice and soft. Just perfect.
If you are every having a bad day I strongly suggest you make some of this….you can’t help but smile at a bowl of bright yellow lemony goodness. Trust me. It worked for me.
Look at this cake:
LOVE these freckles….
PS….I am starting a 30 day Photo Challenge with my good friend Mia Cupcake, so next week will be a 7 day round up of the weeks photos.